pic of baby

i love this one :*

baby's great creation, :DD

tralaa~ 

stress season

FINAL EXAM IS COMING !

well baby, its kinda hard for me, Due to my work and assignments, quiz, etc
but i will try to endure these few days and soon we gonna spend holiday together <3

you must get a good grade as ever alright?
as for me i just wanna pass all subjects with less expectation, hhaha
jiyaou, :*

p.s : thanks for being so patient towards me baby >:D<

missyou

okay pingworld,,
minggu minggu kedepan bakal berat lagi untuk kami berdua,,
minggu minggu menjelang uas sama dengan artinya tugas2 menumpuk,kuliah2 tambahan sama lagi dengan artinya weekend semakin berkurang ..
*huge sighhhhhhhh

badlymissmybaby ,,
huaaaa,,
T__________T

ummm,,
universitas tempat kami belajar super duper menyebalkan,,
ntah apakah cuma kami yg rasain apa smua mrasa bgitu,,
anehnya yg menyebalkan itu sbenarnya dosen2 nya..

sekian dulu pingworld,,byk tgs menanti :(

P.S : Hen Xiang ni Lao Po :* T_T

i am with you

Its been quite long that i didnt keep our blog updated.
well, we are doing fine and thats all we gonna be.
even though there are so much barriers, we will walk out together.
I mean it.
he's the one who cheering me up when im down
and im the one who giving him support when he has problems.
in case we both are feeling blue, we can cry together.
stills, we are together.

you can't imagine how lucky you were being valued like nobody would.
he told me almost everyday he feels grateful to have me.
i ain't perfect. not at all.
since he can accept me the way i am, i'll do the same.

all i know is im a selfish person,
i expect more in love and i give less.
i ran away, i walk out if i get hurted.
im so afraid to get hurted
but being with him made me learn more
i try to love someone better,
i try to show my love that i never did before.
if you see the old me, u will find the difference.
i wouldnt do this for no reason
bcos he would rather hurt himself than to see me suffer
everything i do will affect him directly.
i saw it myself how my bad mood affect him
and how my laughter bcm his joy too.

i know the feeling of walking alone, i always do.
i know what is loveless
well, everybody does.
until they met their other half
now you and me, we are together.
and its not a lonely journey anymore,baby.
i am with you.

only you

special for my lovelybabyzien
Inspired by JohnLennon

Only you
can make this world seem right
Only you
can make the darkness bright
Only you and you alone
can thrill me like you do
and fill my heart with love for only you

Only you
can make this change in me
For it's true
you are my destiny
When you hold my hand, i understand
the magic that you do
You're my dream come true
my one and only you, only you

Only you and you alone
can thrill me like you do
and fill my heart with love for only you

Only you
can make this change in me
For it's true
you are my destiny
When you hold my hand, i understand
the magic that you do do
You're my dream come true
my one my one my one and only you
only you, only you, only you,
only you, only you, only you,
only you, only you, only you

Morning

Pagi hari yang indah sekali,,selalu terlihat indah ketika bangun pagi trus dapat ucapan selamat pagi dari cintakuu,,hehehehe

banyak masalah terjadi,,dlm hidup pasti mslh itu datang dan pergi,,hnya bagaimana kita melewatinnya dan dengan siapa kita melewatinnya =)

masalah pasti terlihat begitu berat n menyiksa kalo kita lewati sendirian,berbeda bila ada seseorang yg selalu menemani wktu kita suka dan duka,,pasti akan slalu mrasa stiap mslah  yg dtg itu bkn mslh yg besar,,=)

bersyukur n berterima kasih pda Tuhan yg ud pertemukan aq dengan cintakuu,,<3

P.S : i will always alwaays love you <3

they wont know

im here talking about my own family whether i am showing disrespect or whatever.
u came mocking at us saying we'r being mushy on facebook with those sweet talks and u gonna delete my boy from your frienslist. I AM OKAY with that. i said go ahead.

u said its only for begining u'll soon realized its a bunch of lies.
i said NEVER MIND. i know my place.

then you say again its like a child play. u'll be embarassing yourself in case you two broke up.
HEY?? WHAT DO YOU WANT??
alright my dearest sister . we will be as low profile as we can and break up ASAP??
sounds FUNNY.

i told u "i am big enough to know what i am doing and i am the one who bearing the consquences, thanks for concern"
then u said " u only cares about your own self and ur own feeling"
YES SINCE NOBODY CARES ABOUT MINE .

hey if you were me. wouldnt you get mad?????
i live for myself not for others. then u said "live in your own world then"
if you came with a better way, less harsh words, i cant be more appreciated.

you guys are not me. how do you define our feeling and whats your right?
this is really a barriers for us.
u came and created a storm for no reason .
i am really upset over you
lets see how is my CHILD PLAY relationship going to be.
I WILL NEVER REGRET FOR WHAT I SAID TODAY (:

there goes another stressful day after short weekend.
both baby and i are vexing over assignments. he is splitting his head over hundreds data while others sit by doing nothing.
this is really unfair. they can easily said they are not free.
but when it comes to the grade, they wont claim that they are busy.

alright i am exactly feeling the same.
mine is better but they hell no they will care about me.
stick by me just because you have no other way out, dont you?
they wont give a shit how i went through to get the result
they just doing things by surface like ok i do this and my part is DONE
the remain is YOUR BUSINESS.
since your mindset is like that then why i should think and do all of this for you ?
lets sink together.

how ridiculous that some people actually think its an easy task to get data and certain information through google with a click. if its that simple, nobody needs education really. why dont u try yourself then ? by sticking your ass for several hours on your chair ended up nothing but shit.


we are both feeling unfair but the only different is I WILL FLARE UP. i am no saint really. 
i am tired why everything must done by me. workplace and studying , they are all the same.
even they doubt my ability but stills their finger will point on me. 


its tough really. jiayou baby , for you and me .
loves

Some people are like clouds. When they disappear, it's a brighter day.

Judul ini untuk org2 yang menggangu hubungan kami,,please go away,,jd hari2 kami jadi lebih terang =)


Thanks,,million thanks God,,

makasih karena Tuhan ud temuin aq sama bby,,

always think that I'm the luckiest person ever lived. bcoz iv met my bby,, my wonderful bby..

td malam,,cukup berat,,

ketika ada pihak luar yg berusaha membuat hubungan kami kacau,,

bby prnh bilang,,seberapa keras usaha mereka untung buat kami terpisah jauh,,semua itu hanya akan membuat kami semakin lengket,,lengket seperti lem,,

bukankah begitu bby??

apa yg mereka blg tidak penting,,karena hanya brasal dari iri hati,,maka hanya akan ada hinaan yg keluar,,sindirann,,

the most important thing is love,,dont you love me bby?

i know you love me,,so do I..

thats the point bby..

yah,,anggaplah itu juga bagian proses untuk membangun hubungan ,,perfect relationship =)

i love you baby,, and i will love you better,,

tonight is quite hard for us.
found out something from baby that made me feel inferior and not good enough for him.
but i turned giving him cold shoulder and try to figure out things.
poor baby was feeling sad bcos he thinks we shouldnt get influenced by others.

true.
i am sorry baby for the silly thought .
the person is obviously want to broke us apart and i actually grant her wish.
seriously u are the lousiest person that i ever met.
it's not necessary to post out what have u done but ask yourself.
know your place.
i feel sorry for your boy. not bcos u r lousy but u dont know love at all.
how can be people deserve happiness when they don't even cherish the love given to them.

for the given sarcasm words and barriers, i just can say that u dont know us.
please dont judge us if u barely know our name. there is really no need to interfere.
i might not be good enough for him but i try to love him better.

and 1 more thing that i would like to clarify , that i never stop him from befriend with his besties.
i am feeling bad when they had wild assumptions for baby.
friend is a need and i need it myself too.
i cant possibly being such an unreasonable girl.
do not over limit yourself baby, i will not read too much into things really.

lastly,
thanks for loving the imperfect me perfectly.
i love you

its been 2 months !
happy anni baby :*
mean i have been showered with love for 2 months and havent learned to be a good girlfriend for 2 months.
thanks for everything baby..
you spoil me like a princess and if i were one, you must be the one who riding a white horse and fetch me to your castle then we'll be living happily ever after <3
okay..i'll stop.
it was just a fairytale, i mean pingtale , ah whatever :))

my poor baby is now stressed over his assignment.
it supposed to be a group work but they are all claimed that they are busy or blablablah and my baby has to do ALL of  THEM  ALONE .
hey i hate this kind of friend most. and i am trying hard not to be like them.
you know , its damn annoying !
i went through myself too ;(
like a recycle-able friend huh? SO USEFULLLLLLL..grrrrr~

HEY, DONT BE SO MEAN TO MY BABY !!
u better save your excuses if you were not intend to work in group from the first.
at least be a lil cooperate to give information . is it very hard?
a bunch of seriously beyond hope lazy bum. i cant say i am dilligent but at least i am cooperate .

happy 2 months :*

ga terasa uda 2 bulan terlewati bersama bby,,
hahaha
masi terbayang dgan jelas gimana bby kaget pas 1 bulan lalu ,,
hahahhaa
hari2,,yg kami lewatin,,susah senang,,sehat sakit,,stres ,,semua kami lewatin dengan akhir penuh sukacita,,
yahh emang sharusnya begitu,,
mau susah bagaimanapun juga tetap harus kita jalanin,,ya kan bby?jd kami trus jalanin seberat apapun itu,,asal ma bby pasti bisa lewat,,hehehehhe

im truly love my baby,,
happy 2 months bby <3

P.S : still the same,,getwellsoon bby =(,, missyou so muchh..

back to post

bad cough attack ;(
it's been a torment bcos i didnt have a good sleep and i have to watch my diet. no icy beverage, no choco, no fried thingy .
the only lucky thing i found in this bad cough is care from my baby and his parents.
his mom kept giving me medicines. keep eye on my condition and always remind me to drink warm water. the same goes to his dad, he always fret over the menu when we eat out and ask baby to not always talking to me. talking makes me cough and tired, the reason.

baby more anxious. he is the one who monitoring me and my medication.
how funny when he and his family take this slight problem seriously yet my own family didnt even say or do anything. well, they are not to blame bcos i seldom stay at home on weekend. i didnt keep them updated and vice versa.
urgh watever. im blessed enough to be who i am for today.

baby, dont always dream about weird things please.well i am talking crap bcos nobody can control what they wish to dream for. But once and again he always has dreams like that and i think maybe he lacks the sense of security being with me. i am nothing compared to others. there are plenty babes out there and i can say that i am just about average. nobody will take fancy on me and even there are, i doubt they can love me like u do. rest assured my heart is yours :*

P.S : i will recover soon, very soon .do not worry baby, loves *

Helow PingWorld

sigh~
ffinally,,setelah skian lama speedy,,yg ternyata bukan gangguan melainkan ulah iseng adekku yg utak atik IP address sehingga ga bisa connect internet,,
haiyaaa..
td mlm aq mimpi buruk,,bukan malam sih,,pagi..
yah mimpi hanya sekedar mimpi,,
bukan hal nyata dan ga perlu dipikirkan,,jadi aq ga perlu cerita mimpiku di sini,,
hohohohoho
hmm,,

hari2 bersama bby sungguh menyenangkan,,
smakin hari smakin cinya dy,,
i really hope i can spend rest of my life with her,,
until the end of my life,,
im really a lucky man,,found such as wonderful baby that understand, care and know the best part of me..

bby selalu anggap yg aq blg ga bener,,pdhl ,,,
yah,,tapi dy skrg ud pcy kok,,amin,,
hahahaha

umm,,
aq mw post foto2 makanan kami :p
tapi ntar yahh,,
klo ad waktu pasti aq post,,
hahahaha,,

bby slalu memiliki pmikiran yg kurang lebih sama ma aq,,
slalu berdebat siapa yg ngmg dluan klo kbetulan pmikiran lg sama,,
almost everyday ,,
hahaha,,pmikiran sama,,apa yg diliat sama,,ato mw komen ssuatu barengan,,
hauhahauahua,,
lucu,,

bby slalu badmud klo senin,,=p
aq harus semangat,,so i can cheer her up,,
hahaha

sekian dulu yah pingworld,,

P.S : - wktu ngetik di atas,,snyum2 sndiri tapi ntah knp mw kluar air mata,,hahaha,,
        - I will always Love You , I miss you so..
        - Get well soon baby <3