my biggest gift

hai pingworld
Lama ga jumpa

Baby kuw not feeling well,,
Alias agak ga enak badan akhir2 ini..baik fisik maupun mental..

Aq cemas bgt kalo keadaan baby bgini..
Walaupun bby blg ga knp2,aq tw bby knp2..:(

Walaupun krg enak bdn, bby ttp aja perhatian bgt sama aq,,
Sayangg bgt sama aq..baikk bgt,,
Aq beruntungg bgt,,bersyukur,,

Laopo selalu aja memberikan yg terbaik..
Baby always dote me most..

Ohh july please be nice to my baby..

P.S: WO AI NI LAOPO

july is not being good to me
i am feeling weak

i had tiff with my sis and i am drifting apart from them.
they might think all i do is dating
i went out almost everyday just to stay out from house
they dont know i am desperately needing care frm them, all of this while
but i gave up
i dont know how to interact with them
i am feeling like a transparent
i want a home, not a house

he is my only shelter.
i have no friends
i am feeling loved when im with him
i cant possibly cry in front of others for no reason
he knows why
he knows the pain
and i just need a hug
i am not a lil girl who try to walk away frm house and ran to my boy
maybe you think i am naive, to had believed love easily witihin 4 months
there's a bond between us, you will not understand
i never know i could be so loved. i was loveless.
i wish to live with him
to start afresh, to built our own happiness

i am not desperated to be loved and write like this
i love him and i need him

Love. ms.ping

hello, i am back
well its been quite a time i ddint show up ya?
i've been busy with my own blog
but it doesnt mean that i am neglecting our blog okay?
i just draw a clear line between my personal blog and our blog
i dont wish to mix up my own problem with our story
its a good sign that we dont have problem to post !
(does it sound like an excuse?) hahahaha

true, we didnt face any problem
we've been doing good
seems like we are really inseparable now.

the holiday went good but not really a pleasant trip
it was tiring though
and i did throwing tantrums, im sorry baby
the worst part is.. we missed the flight ! :(
for result we stayed another night at jakarta
we gathered with his realtives and i didnt really feel comfortable
maybe i need some time
hope i wont leave a bad impression on them x_x

i dont mind that the holiday trip is not really pleasing
we still have plenty time for next trips
and you have to know that i love you more every single day
we always talk about the future and i'd like you to know that
i am really looking forward , baby :*

Love, ms.ping

JULY

its been quite long pingworld..
haiii,,
welcome july,,
hopefully july will be nice to us