Tired with everythin tired with eeryone.. Why do i look like a stranger in this world?
So much pressure
Just take me sooner and ill be thankful to you

This is the night,,all of the worst things in my life cme,,=')
thanks God,,
dunno wherebout to share,,
tears just flow like a river,,
dont u think im not trying?im tryin,,im smiling,,but tears wont stop,,
thanks God thank
i know im not Your good son,,nor holy son,,
but im tryin to gv my best in this world,,why u always gv me the hardest way..
why?
i hope u gv me hmmm 1 kind of ability that can make everyone happy..just that,,
i dont need anymore else..
please ..i just cant holod on anymore with tears every nite seeing person that i love disappointed with me,,hurt by me,,but truly,,im still thanking You God,,i know im not deserve =)
but still i want to try my best,,just just dont make this harder,,please,,
would You help me?
im begging

many words can describe me

fool

stupid

idiot

pinhead

chump

schmuck

fathead

gook

schmoe

moke

dullard

goof

nincompoop

dunce

noddy

goon

duffer

schmo

ass

clod

muggins

hardhead

blockhead

booby

bullhead

boob

mooncalf

gull

tomnoddy

coot

rattle brain

rattle head

yo-yo

ninny

clodpoll

chucklehead

slowcoach

half-wit

mutton head

blunderhead

slowpoke

loggerhead

turnip

lamebrain

rattle pate

spoony

goosey

snipe

ignoramus

bonehead

mug

dunderhead

ninnyhammer

tomfool

stupe

numskull

gowk

softhead

featherhead

pudding head

soft

spoon

thick

tommy

simpleton

cabbage head

featherbrain

pumpkin head

thick skull

clot

goose

goat

gaby

thick head

dumbbell

cow

night night

happy white dayy pingworldddd =D
not too late riteeee?
though its already 12.30am sg,,,
hihihi

bby suddenly got her mood again,,no wondeer,,
she hv a super day today,,all of the pain and her lappy's error..
if im the one who gt that i'll be crazy too for sure..

again and again i dunno how to calm my bby mood down,,
*sigh..idiot me =(

i know,,saying "sabar" cant help..
but i dont even know how to help..
so i just keep saying that word to bby..
sorry

ping's pics

alright! now i'll share our photos our great moment *shy

grand ducking =p

salt & pepper

 made dis vo bby,,her favo pancake =p

 very fast food

 j.co

 old place

ice cream yummy

 carrot cake =p

 smash chicken,,wondering why theres no slam dunk chicken

 again jco

 and again

 obonk steak

 CNY Foodies 

 new smallie nartabak manis

 goodies

nah,,,done done already,,there are still many of our pics of happiness(LOL every our moment is full of this food)
thanks thanks thanks pingworld..
XOXO

FIRST YEAR ANNIVERSARY

went to goodies smiling hill to celebrate our first year anniversary

here's the pic taken

a year is not easy...if it wasnt love

we cry we laugh and always stick together

i love you

1st year

emm..
pingworld..
hai,,hehehe
amzing,,time flies so fast,,
its one year already..
sooo...
Happy Anniversary dear..
thanks for all of ur patient and love..
sorry for everything..

i love you..

totally exhausted.. totally tired.. totally giving my lifes up

thanks God,,
U've already gv me a special day tomorrow..
my 1st year anniversary
my damn operation..
and super duper wonderful problem today,,
what a nice gift from you,,
now its my turn to ask u a favor
i just want you to slip the doctors hand,,and make him hv mistaken cut veins in my neck so i wouldnt wk up again..
U know what?coz of u,,why u made such a fool idiot man like me?troublemaker whenever and everywhere,,there's me there's problem
thanks to U,,really

sincerely,,ur damn son

sorry

im glad we have this site.
somehow we couldnt share our thought directly bcos we dont know how each other will react
and how we react doesnt really comply with our heart

i know u've been very down recently, dear
i know the insecure feeling of yours
u've been very cautious to not argue with me
but its hard for me to see u like this
an unhappy boyfriend of mine
i dont know whether the sms i sent last time was a right decision
pls dont face every burden on your own, do share with me
i dont want you to act like anybody else
just be yourself dear
im sorry for my stubborn, moody and everything from my stressed life that upset you

i love you

CD

countdown ..
almost cant sleep all night long this weeks or maybe month,
dont know what i was thinking about..

happy,,sad,,past,,future,,
meaning of life..

just a few of days more we've been together for a year

Ive learned many things..

about how precious is my life..

about how to love and to be loved..

and how to pass all the problems..

thanks to my wonderful by that come to my life..brighten my life..

like shayne ward said,,nothing is impossible,,nothing is unreachable..when i am weary,,you make me stronger..this love is beautiful,,so unforgettable,,i feel no winter cold whern we are together..

 

when i look into your eyes i see my future now,,

through the hardest days,,u re the reason,,my only reason..

 

i always ask..

what is the meaning of happiness..

now,,i know..

my happiness is when you my only one happy..

 

hope you cant hold on,,patient with my worst and always stand by me dear..